For who am I ?

Tuning  in to movies I enter a new  world  . Every time I hear music I feel there is music inside of me.  Every time I pray I feel I am   special .  every time I feel worried I feel this is the end .

There is this   deep   fire and temptation deep inside my heart . I don’t  get along with  situations so easily  maybe  I think a lot  which I shouldn't . I   am anxious to what is going to take me forward to life . I am also a human being wherein I come in a face to face conversation with my mirror of my soul   :   my mind.  It isn't a liar like my brain . It always makes me think the right and not stand for the wrong. I have compassion at times and a rude heart within me too to all my enemies like any other person right ? 

These are all my daily  emotions  but today morning I watched a climax scene of one of my evergreen  favorite  movie which moved me and made me introspect me .here I enclose some lines for any other person who has been through their  troubled teenage . here it is ;

No matter how many times your elders ,your parents, your elder brother, sister may pressurize you to teach you how to mold yourself into a perfect personality. We would always keep wondering , imagining , visualizing why is it that always I am ridiculed, why is it that I am chosen for their complaints , and meant for their corrections and we come rushing towards our personal zones running away from realities, running away from our mirror of our souls as I said earlier : our minds . We actually start allowing the brain to take charge of OUR LIFE  and so we get into the wrong thought cycles  . Delivering this write –up to you all does not separate me from being an equal participant in these emotions of life .  well  I  am worth it ! I am worth of such ruining circumstances of my life  when I go into deep misery feeling sick of the times I am corrected . I need more of patience in my life or maybe  I am a poor helper at times . Because once we do the right we love where we are . When we expel the hatred within us we are able to see the blue sky above us even more brighter. When we allow this  negativity in us to leave us maybe we are able to experience tranquility. When we allow  ourselves to be just in the present and live in, we are able to understand and  comprehend everything . Nothing seems to be a mystery !! At times we need to capture our photographs. PHOTOGRAPHS  OF LIFE’S TEMPESTUOUS  ride and  focus on  standing still even if  our surrounding seems rough . And these photographs could one day give us a series of  films of lessons to learn .

For who I am ,?  I need to know ,I need to understand and grow !

I came on ground as a child , but I need to get  along with the speed breakers of life too

And get back on the road !

Always 

AGNES .