Towards life beyond expectations .

As I walked down  the stairs  , as I entered my first lecture of graduation , as I saw my friend grow older with me, as I saw a heated argument among my neighbors, as I saw the baby crawl towards me in the hallway , as I looked towards the stranger  whom I saw daily in the tube. They are all a reflection of expectations .

Undoubtedly we all are surrounded by silences we  think to break and further  commit towards a communication .The instances I have mentioned in the earlier paragraph , are always a part of the human race .

The look of disgrace , the look of Amazement , the look of intrigue  ,the look of those unanswered questions . People have lifted their own presumptions in their minds .Their minds are getting clogged by narrow thoughts and thus expectations . 

What merely one could do is break the silence and speak .Put out all of one's emotions and thoughts , so that it becomes easy to reason and clear away the hardships of this disturbing LOOK . And let's hope it turns out to be  pleased by a complete smile .  Look beyond your questions and talk.Sometimes its not how you think ! Join the broken pieces of  your unexpressed expressions and make the portrait full by just speaking it out.

Expectations is nothing but a gap between the said and unsaid .

Live the life of expressions and not expectations .

Always ,

AGNES .

WHERE IS MY FAIRY ?

I always loved to read fairy tales during my childhood and some how, never got rid of that habit .

While my friends had emptied their innocent souls and taken up the stairs of REALISTIC GOALS  with the passage of time , I stood there itself along-with my  Elated feelings of fairytale. I shouldn't have had an obsession for so long I wonder now. But even though I ponder like that now   , I still belong somewhere there . Maybe my mother is at fault who got me those story books , who got messages of lives of goodness, peace, LIVES happily ever after AND  A WORLD OF FOREVER ! 

Life isn't a fairytale as we so often hear it . Life is unfair for many and filled with shocks and terrors ! The news hour and newspapers keep flashing this in their headlines with some news or the other . While this part of life which is destined for some isn't in our hands , let us put up  GOOD WITH THE PRESENT AND ALL AROUND .

While many days we go about bragging and self indulging ourselves in negative thoughts , lets bring out a smile  to someone today . One at a time , and like candles on your birthday cake , for a single wish of yours you will be filled with joy everlasting  in return ! Bring out goodness everyday . It's not difficult its reciprocal .

"Give the best to the world and the best will come back to you."

Well I am not very sure if you  could agree with the above . As experiences vary for some .But I SAY BELIEVE .

 LIKE THE DEW FALLS FROM HEAVEN ARE UNNOTICED AND CERTAIN . IT WILL HAPPEN .

Give out the goodness within you . Humanity calls for it !

Always ,

AGNES .

PATIENCE AND HEALING :TWO TESTS OF TIME !

The sharpness of our lives begins with us . We are all directed to our ambitions our goals and dreams in our own ways. We deal with our interests , liking , spend hours on our passion and then finally one day we state our needs our goals to everyone . What we forget is the  universality of this issue . Is it universally applicable and possible that everyone receives that dream that passion that reason to excel in his or her own journey at the very same time . My answer to this question is NO . 

If u are a slow walker walk with small steps , don't show haste , don't be turbulent by the world and be perturbed by the fear of time . It's all a big lie. To keep you  guarded you are gifted by a conscience . Keep hold of this friend of yours. Spend hours I would say instead of ten minutes with your mind and know THYSELF. Spending your life by looking at people and their journey does help in some ways to guide you with signs and decisions at times . But don't be perplexed . You are equally gifted by your creator . TIME is not a matter to limit your goals. You will reach sharp ends when people will laugh at you , curse you , admonish you , know this is not of your interest .

They are yet another strata of people who aren't contented with their own lives . Be your own . Be trustworthy to your life. Give your wait a chance . You will seek and know it very soon . Keep believing and hoping .

Stay assured .

Always 

AGNES 

CITYLIGHTS

Highlighters on the road , torch, candle, and CITYLIGHTS for a traveller . We are surrounded by lights all around in our life amidst these concrete buildings and shrewd hearts , when we are rejected and isolated we all seek a light to set us fire . Set fire of hope to our downcast souls . So thats a sharp truth to bear . 


To keep the lamp within us burning we need that spark alive in us all our lives . Good it is to feed your body with motivation and determination but even greater is the touch of citylights . YOU WILL KNOW NOW HOW ..... 


When I travel back home , and glance at these city lights its all I need during my night ride . Thats a necessity I need all my ride during the night . Such is our situation when we are burdened with darkness of our hearts we need people around to lit that fire in us when we loose our lights & our hopes . 


People who like the city lights bring back the effect of  the dawn and guide us till the sun rises again ! Great is the   contribution of such people to your aspirations . Never forget them. When you least expect things to turn good these people come with all the hope, ever fulfilling and inundating . Have faith , in them and love them. Citylights are important . You may thank them through a genuine smile , an honest prayer , or a THANKYOU. feel it and love them all your life . 



ALWAYS 
AGNES 

Blessing of Enthusiasm

The tempestuous  sail of life is to be set forth with ease . Ease begins at peace . Ease begins at healing , ease begins during a peaceful sleep , ease begins at the contentment of heart , ease begins with fulfilled enthusiasm . 

When we step out with faith for a journey we need to accomplish, it takes a blessing of enthusiasm to ENDURE . The skies may go rough and winds may turn harsh flowing against our hope , our wagons , our ships , our vehicles our supports will stop responding at the very time of needs . Such is the fright and fear of enduring a journey . Only a blessing of enthusiasm is the cure . It takes million shouts within your mind to discipline your journey with the struggle.When we cannot feel the care and support we are in need of , we face this reality of LIFE: its a blessing of enthusiasm needed indeed.  We need to brush off the scars , the tears , and failures through a step a single step with enthusiasm again and again until we reach our destinations . 



Coaching our beliefs is sometimes only in our hands . How energetically are we ready to accept changes , how brave are we to accept the mocking and struggle ? Through a blessing of enthusiasm we culminate the ease of our journey . 

Talk to you mind , talk to your tears and sleepless nights with a ray of energy . Speak and work through an undying enthusiasm , you will start your journey once again with the bliss of beginning like earlier days . 

And you will be back into your goals , with a purpose , with a belief. With a victory you have been waiting for . That's how you ENDURE . 

'Grow upto some LOVElihood ! '

While on those rather usual rainy days when a wife would await her husband  to eat the hot cake  prepared by her . While a child would say the word ' papa' to  his father for the first time , while you would find those lucky mascots of your life who would be the game changers of your life . They would go beyond the edges and help you in your endeavor which would  surprise you.  While you set apart all your hope for life , then like the air you breathe and feel every day , secretly people  around your life would surprise you with warmth , gratitude , affection and joy as if you never noticed them  . Forgiving , transparent , unexpected and much more will come out in these expressions.



While we stay aloof and unattended , fragile and discouraged a bold and unconditional surprise would stand with open arms to embrace  us and thats ....LOVE. When we count this valentine's day as a special day for the loved ones and near and dear couples , getaway your turmoils and bruises of heart . When you give up on this most powerful voice of the universe LOVE understand you become weak , you slip , you wander .

AMOR , SNEHAM , SNEH !!!

languages may call them differntly , for me its just equal to one word LOVE= UNCONDITIONAL . Lets begin to feel all the love in this universe which  begins and ends in you . UNDERSTAND LOVE!
Its the greatest gifts life assembles for us . We just need to feel it and share it and most importantly BELEIVE IT . it may conspire us and make us feel hurt at instances , yet its for the better because the real and all deserving treasure you HAVENT DISCOVERED YET , understand the riddle and discover the greatness of LOVE !!!

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE !

With lots of love ,

Always ,
Agnes 

 For who am I ?

Tuning  in to movies I enter a new  world  . Every time I hear music I feel there is music inside of me.  Every time I pray I feel I am   special .  every time I feel worried I feel this is the end .

There is this   deep   fire and temptation deep inside my heart . I don’t  get along with  situations so easily  maybe  I think a lot  which I shouldn't . I   am anxious to what is going to take me forward to life . I am also a human being wherein I come in a face to face conversation with my mirror of my soul   :   my mind.  It isn't a liar like my brain . It always makes me think the right and not stand for the wrong. I have compassion at times and a rude heart within me too to all my enemies like any other person right ? 

These are all my daily  emotions  but today morning I watched a climax scene of one of my evergreen  favorite  movie which moved me and made me introspect me .here I enclose some lines for any other person who has been through their  troubled teenage . here it is ;

No matter how many times your elders ,your parents, your elder brother, sister may pressurize you to teach you how to mold yourself into a perfect personality. We would always keep wondering , imagining , visualizing why is it that always I am ridiculed, why is it that I am chosen for their complaints , and meant for their corrections and we come rushing towards our personal zones running away from realities, running away from our mirror of our souls as I said earlier : our minds . We actually start allowing the brain to take charge of OUR LIFE  and so we get into the wrong thought cycles  . Delivering this write –up to you all does not separate me from being an equal participant in these emotions of life .  well  I  am worth it ! I am worth of such ruining circumstances of my life  when I go into deep misery feeling sick of the times I am corrected . I need more of patience in my life or maybe  I am a poor helper at times . Because once we do the right we love where we are . When we expel the hatred within us we are able to see the blue sky above us even more brighter. When we allow this  negativity in us to leave us maybe we are able to experience tranquility. When we allow  ourselves to be just in the present and live in, we are able to understand and  comprehend everything . Nothing seems to be a mystery !! At times we need to capture our photographs. PHOTOGRAPHS  OF LIFE’S TEMPESTUOUS  ride and  focus on  standing still even if  our surrounding seems rough . And these photographs could one day give us a series of  films of lessons to learn .

For who I am ,?  I need to know ,I need to understand and grow !

I came on ground as a child , but I need to get  along with the speed breakers of life too

And get back on the road !

Always 

AGNES .