Blessing of Enthusiasm

The tempestuous  sail of life is to be set forth with ease . Ease begins at peace . Ease begins at healing , ease begins during a peaceful sleep , ease begins at the contentment of heart , ease begins with fulfilled enthusiasm . 

When we step out with faith for a journey we need to accomplish, it takes a blessing of enthusiasm to ENDURE . The skies may go rough and winds may turn harsh flowing against our hope , our wagons , our ships , our vehicles our supports will stop responding at the very time of needs . Such is the fright and fear of enduring a journey . Only a blessing of enthusiasm is the cure . It takes million shouts within your mind to discipline your journey with the struggle.When we cannot feel the care and support we are in need of , we face this reality of LIFE: its a blessing of enthusiasm needed indeed.  We need to brush off the scars , the tears , and failures through a step a single step with enthusiasm again and again until we reach our destinations . 



Coaching our beliefs is sometimes only in our hands . How energetically are we ready to accept changes , how brave are we to accept the mocking and struggle ? Through a blessing of enthusiasm we culminate the ease of our journey . 

Talk to you mind , talk to your tears and sleepless nights with a ray of energy . Speak and work through an undying enthusiasm , you will start your journey once again with the bliss of beginning like earlier days . 

And you will be back into your goals , with a purpose , with a belief. With a victory you have been waiting for . That's how you ENDURE . 

'Grow upto some LOVElihood ! '

While on those rather usual rainy days when a wife would await her husband  to eat the hot cake  prepared by her . While a child would say the word ' papa' to  his father for the first time , while you would find those lucky mascots of your life who would be the game changers of your life . They would go beyond the edges and help you in your endeavor which would  surprise you.  While you set apart all your hope for life , then like the air you breathe and feel every day , secretly people  around your life would surprise you with warmth , gratitude , affection and joy as if you never noticed them  . Forgiving , transparent , unexpected and much more will come out in these expressions.



While we stay aloof and unattended , fragile and discouraged a bold and unconditional surprise would stand with open arms to embrace  us and thats ....LOVE. When we count this valentine's day as a special day for the loved ones and near and dear couples , getaway your turmoils and bruises of heart . When you give up on this most powerful voice of the universe LOVE understand you become weak , you slip , you wander .

AMOR , SNEHAM , SNEH !!!

languages may call them differntly , for me its just equal to one word LOVE= UNCONDITIONAL . Lets begin to feel all the love in this universe which  begins and ends in you . UNDERSTAND LOVE!
Its the greatest gifts life assembles for us . We just need to feel it and share it and most importantly BELEIVE IT . it may conspire us and make us feel hurt at instances , yet its for the better because the real and all deserving treasure you HAVENT DISCOVERED YET , understand the riddle and discover the greatness of LOVE !!!

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE !

With lots of love ,

Always ,
Agnes 

 For who am I ?

Tuning  in to movies I enter a new  world  . Every time I hear music I feel there is music inside of me.  Every time I pray I feel I am   special .  every time I feel worried I feel this is the end .

There is this   deep   fire and temptation deep inside my heart . I don’t  get along with  situations so easily  maybe  I think a lot  which I shouldn't . I   am anxious to what is going to take me forward to life . I am also a human being wherein I come in a face to face conversation with my mirror of my soul   :   my mind.  It isn't a liar like my brain . It always makes me think the right and not stand for the wrong. I have compassion at times and a rude heart within me too to all my enemies like any other person right ? 

These are all my daily  emotions  but today morning I watched a climax scene of one of my evergreen  favorite  movie which moved me and made me introspect me .here I enclose some lines for any other person who has been through their  troubled teenage . here it is ;

No matter how many times your elders ,your parents, your elder brother, sister may pressurize you to teach you how to mold yourself into a perfect personality. We would always keep wondering , imagining , visualizing why is it that always I am ridiculed, why is it that I am chosen for their complaints , and meant for their corrections and we come rushing towards our personal zones running away from realities, running away from our mirror of our souls as I said earlier : our minds . We actually start allowing the brain to take charge of OUR LIFE  and so we get into the wrong thought cycles  . Delivering this write –up to you all does not separate me from being an equal participant in these emotions of life .  well  I  am worth it ! I am worth of such ruining circumstances of my life  when I go into deep misery feeling sick of the times I am corrected . I need more of patience in my life or maybe  I am a poor helper at times . Because once we do the right we love where we are . When we expel the hatred within us we are able to see the blue sky above us even more brighter. When we allow this  negativity in us to leave us maybe we are able to experience tranquility. When we allow  ourselves to be just in the present and live in, we are able to understand and  comprehend everything . Nothing seems to be a mystery !! At times we need to capture our photographs. PHOTOGRAPHS  OF LIFE’S TEMPESTUOUS  ride and  focus on  standing still even if  our surrounding seems rough . And these photographs could one day give us a series of  films of lessons to learn .

For who I am ,?  I need to know ,I need to understand and grow !

I came on ground as a child , but I need to get  along with the speed breakers of life too

And get back on the road !

Always 

AGNES .

I AM A STILL SOUL .

OF THE MANY THINGS THAT WE WANT   to achieve in our life for sustenance such as a proper job , a proper house to stay , food to eat and many other resources , one important  and life giving resource is PEACE . In our christian tradition when we bury the dead , we place a headstone on a tomb,  in most cases they have the deceased's name, date of birth, and date of death inscribed on them, along with a personal message, or prayer and three letters in bold R.I.P. which stands for rest in peace. 

Now that's a custom when a person is dead  so as to wish that the persons soul may rest in peace . What about our present life , what about our our souls in our present journey in life . How many of us are experiencing PEACE.? if you get the inner voice saying a bright and a bold yes , then you are on the highway of your opportunities ,  don't let this feeling go away no matter how huge your difficulty may seem to be stay still ! And this will lead you to the kingdom of your dreams . 






And if your inner voice says a broken  and shaken NO  , my friends its a signal to your body that you need to get over with this right now . Bid a goodbye to all you need to overcome : jealousy , enmity , temptation, grief , sorrow , guilt , failure . CHOICE AND SELF -WILL OF our life are the two gifts granted by the CREATOR to us. The one who recognizes it and optimistically uses it cherishes life .

How may of us feel that our lives are already captive of desires of our flesh , how many ?  and how many feel that walking on a path filled with these desires could lead us to a JOY ETERNAL ! 
The answer is YES ? oh ! you are wrong right over there , for true joy originates from a life based on the desires of soul . 


here's a short poem :

" Let not your soul be defeated 
in this barren land of flesh-filled  desires 
let your soul be uplifted 
through the awakening of your heart 
bind your courage and unite your blood 
for the truth of time keeps running 
running behind the soul OF THE  TRUTH !"
if you realize it  today ,
you break all the obstacles of yesterday !
 and yes ! your soul is set free and at PEACE . 
-Agnes 


be at PEACE 
BRING peace 
SPREAD PEACE 
BE PEACE ! 



AND ONE HOMEWORK FOR ALL THE READERS 
TRACE THESE TWO WORDS IN YOUR LIFE SOON ,
"SHALOM ALEICHEM "



ALWAYS 
AGNES. 

Stay Connected

Connecting our capacities with our zeal . being influenced by our elders, teachers , friends , and so many others , we try to put in our best for some phases of our lives . the day we unite our working capacity with our self motivated zeal by somebody else we  experience magic in our lives .

The moment when we come in terms with our will and feel upright about our will and feel upright about every single move we take , we experience courage , self esteem and everything  that yields success .

How beautifully we state a verdict on our realities . we are ready to come up with any obstacle on the way , we aren’t jealous by somebody else’s victories rather we stay optimistic about every single act of devotion for the day.Our prospects , our goals, our difficulties, nobody can UNDERSTAND and when I say nobody I mean everything  on this earth other than YOU.A magnetic pull takes place is how I would define the connections of ones aspirations and within zeal , when we know exactly , exactly & accurately without any discrepancies THE VERY VISION OF YOUR LIVES .

We understand us AND WE KNOW HOW THE JOURNEY WILL BEGIN AND HOW WE WOULD WANT TO END IT .

PATIENCE , LOGIC, WIT , DETERMINATION , PERSISTENCEAND ABOVE ALL GRACE FROM THE ALMIGHTY all play their roles in this ENDEAVOR but ,

Majorly we are the ones who determine how we want it to be. 

So stay awake , stay upright , don’t wait for the wakeup call , keep seeking your call , you never know when you find YOUR CALL !  

God bless you !

Always ,

Agnes

EMBRACE AND GIVE ALL YOU HAVE WITHIN

Today I ponder over those little words whispered in my ears by a little child. She embraced me from back tightly hugging me she said: “didi, mujhe aap bahut pasand ho” which means I really like you . And finally she gave me a gift and said to accept it .

Today is the first day I met her in a church celebration. I hesitated to accept her gift, at first she kept convincing me and finally I did accept it . I was just a volunteer in the event .Lauren this little girl said it was a beautiful day spending time with me.And there it is FEELINGS, I wonder how raw and uninteresting life would be without feelings. Lauren this little girl shone with feelings like a star. We leave a deep impression among our fellow beings in our life the moment we express our feelings , be it strangers be it our near and dear ones .

Laughing out loud, crying and smiling ,shouting let it be any feeling let it come out of your biological system [our bodies]. You leave a mark on your fellow people through this act, and you relieve yourselves of all doubts , complexes and grief . Trust me start trying this exercise, one good vibe today sent it out to someone . And if you are weary express those negative thoughts too , life becomes much easier . Often people lose their relationships not because of misunderstanding but solely because of lack of speaking , talking and finally maintaining a transparency .

 Be glad that you could lay an impact in each other’s lives. Let’s do it.

Today ONE VIBE OUT : SMILE .

Always

Agnes 

22nd October 2014 , 9:59 pm

Today I visited my dad’s hometown. Under the scorching heat we decided to pamper the thought of having an ice-cream. We headed the nearest ice-cream shop. Uncle James served us three Choco bars . Uncle James my father’s school mate is into this business for a long time now. Daddy introduced him to us as his schoolmate.

My speedy mind started its work , I started thinking if my father were into this business I wouldn’t have been educated in a megacity , wouldn’t have had exposure to a life outside Kerala , wouldn’t have been able to understand the cultural diversity and wouldn’t have  had a chance to visit various states in India including Assam, Gujarat , Mumbai .

A CHANCE was granted to Agnes in her life through her dad’s occupation to be exceptionally brought up in an extraordinary standard of living.

Thanks to CHANCES.  In our case we are talking about lifetime chances. my father made it to find a job outside Kerala , his friend rather couldn’t or say I am glad I wasn’t his daughter . {If asked now}

All that we are, all that we want to be the supreme above is in control and role. I am so grateful to the almighty, through this chance gifted to my father, in so many ways compared to Uncle James’ lifestyle I count myself blessed.

I don’t want to marginalize anyone, I don’t want to discriminate anyone, I just want to state the CHOSEN ones.

Uncle James is leading a contented life , we are glad having heard that. My interaction with him is a reminder that I am so blessed, so this article is in remembrance of this reminder daddy [our eternal almighty]!

Thank you once again!