'Grow upto some LOVElihood ! '

While on those rather usual rainy days when a wife would await her husband  to eat the hot cake  prepared by her . While a child would say the word ' papa' to  his father for the first time , while you would find those lucky mascots of your life who would be the game changers of your life . They would go beyond the edges and help you in your endeavor which would  surprise you.  While you set apart all your hope for life , then like the air you breathe and feel every day , secretly people  around your life would surprise you with warmth , gratitude , affection and joy as if you never noticed them  . Forgiving , transparent , unexpected and much more will come out in these expressions.



While we stay aloof and unattended , fragile and discouraged a bold and unconditional surprise would stand with open arms to embrace  us and thats ....LOVE. When we count this valentine's day as a special day for the loved ones and near and dear couples , getaway your turmoils and bruises of heart . When you give up on this most powerful voice of the universe LOVE understand you become weak , you slip , you wander .

AMOR , SNEHAM , SNEH !!!

languages may call them differntly , for me its just equal to one word LOVE= UNCONDITIONAL . Lets begin to feel all the love in this universe which  begins and ends in you . UNDERSTAND LOVE!
Its the greatest gifts life assembles for us . We just need to feel it and share it and most importantly BELEIVE IT . it may conspire us and make us feel hurt at instances , yet its for the better because the real and all deserving treasure you HAVENT DISCOVERED YET , understand the riddle and discover the greatness of LOVE !!!

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE !

With lots of love ,

Always ,
Agnes 

 For who am I ?

Tuning  in to movies I enter a new  world  . Every time I hear music I feel there is music inside of me.  Every time I pray I feel I am   special .  every time I feel worried I feel this is the end .

There is this   deep   fire and temptation deep inside my heart . I don’t  get along with  situations so easily  maybe  I think a lot  which I shouldn't . I   am anxious to what is going to take me forward to life . I am also a human being wherein I come in a face to face conversation with my mirror of my soul   :   my mind.  It isn't a liar like my brain . It always makes me think the right and not stand for the wrong. I have compassion at times and a rude heart within me too to all my enemies like any other person right ? 

These are all my daily  emotions  but today morning I watched a climax scene of one of my evergreen  favorite  movie which moved me and made me introspect me .here I enclose some lines for any other person who has been through their  troubled teenage . here it is ;

No matter how many times your elders ,your parents, your elder brother, sister may pressurize you to teach you how to mold yourself into a perfect personality. We would always keep wondering , imagining , visualizing why is it that always I am ridiculed, why is it that I am chosen for their complaints , and meant for their corrections and we come rushing towards our personal zones running away from realities, running away from our mirror of our souls as I said earlier : our minds . We actually start allowing the brain to take charge of OUR LIFE  and so we get into the wrong thought cycles  . Delivering this write –up to you all does not separate me from being an equal participant in these emotions of life .  well  I  am worth it ! I am worth of such ruining circumstances of my life  when I go into deep misery feeling sick of the times I am corrected . I need more of patience in my life or maybe  I am a poor helper at times . Because once we do the right we love where we are . When we expel the hatred within us we are able to see the blue sky above us even more brighter. When we allow this  negativity in us to leave us maybe we are able to experience tranquility. When we allow  ourselves to be just in the present and live in, we are able to understand and  comprehend everything . Nothing seems to be a mystery !! At times we need to capture our photographs. PHOTOGRAPHS  OF LIFE’S TEMPESTUOUS  ride and  focus on  standing still even if  our surrounding seems rough . And these photographs could one day give us a series of  films of lessons to learn .

For who I am ,?  I need to know ,I need to understand and grow !

I came on ground as a child , but I need to get  along with the speed breakers of life too

And get back on the road !

Always 

AGNES .